JustAnotherDarren
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Hi, Not read anything but when i woke up today i had a dream about when i got my first Gameboy at around 6ish..or something whenever you start to read..
I was told by my mum and dad i could get an gameboy if i was able to read a book the whole way through to one of them(one of those kiddy ones)
I chose to learn one book off by heart, When they asked me to go get a book i picked that book but they said choose a different one!
So i had to choose a different one and i was panicked cause i was really having trouble getting the hang of reading!
But then i began to read and i could! i read the whole book through with little problems, the next day was christmas 🙂
I was overjoyed! i Could read and i got a gameboy i’d be wishing for 🙂i didn’t get anything you said from ‘i can see justanotherdarren’s POV though’, but that was my favourite bit so its cool!
thanks for the support dawg 😉oooo, that spelling error made me realise, i’d like to live somewhere where i get to call it a palace!
Mmmm, living in a palace sounds pretty damn cool to me, but a hut is just as cotch..As a combination of answers i’ve decided i’m going to live somewhere where i can do almost anything i like, but it is near a road that leads somewhere,
I can have my own huge exotic garden with ganja, mango, berry tree’s and plants etc, Bee hives too make the Pengest honey ever,
One crazy cool companion dog, maybe one of the 3 dogs i already own. A gun to go hunting all the local game food, a bag of cows too munch the best steak. ONE of the best ideas i read is for sure the supreme chef who can cook all the best dishes, hopefully he can make a good combination of honey, steak, mango, berries and cereal somehow. All of the people who seem to be on this forum are pretty similar to me and would like to be distanced from the world! I like that, but still would like to get away from you all:)
Thanks for all the replies, some amazing places to go to..
Good to be back on the forum been getting very messy lately (badger face which i’ve forgotten how to do) Peace out all, i’m going to find this palce!@hat haha thanks 🙂 still tryna work it out.
@kiwifruit.. it’s because of i like to go to those parties to seriously get fucked on other shit and whereas im a little mad i have different
personalities wherever i go and when i take heavier drugs at these parties thats not what some of these people tthink i’d do.
i said when i first came to the forum that infront of all diffferent kinds of people i act completely different. even dress. it’s so i feel like i can trick, control and entertain people.
its quite deep, goes very deep for me but i guess to others it’s a little scary..?Thanks tom, I have trouble getting ahold of anything else other than that added on facebook, especially since nothings advertised on here or anywhere else i could look..
Also, I Completely stand-by my saying that “music is better in clubs”. I do not enjoy techno much, been to one techno party. Loved the psytrance, not into it at home. DnB seems very suited but my favourite music is non-party/rave music. The closest thing to rave music i like is dubstep.. And rave dubstep is shite, but at dmz and cable they play this music.. well. It sounds great, and i’ve been to cable 3 or 4 times, its amazing. Apparently DMZ is even better. But i’ve little experience of much in life, this summer i imagine is going to be a B.I.G. one.. will get to have a look everywhere..@lt luna, why!
I see in clubs the music i think is much better, i think. The artists i see there performing are amazing, such as at cable and dmz. However i do understand that these are 2 fairly small clubs when it comes to places like fabric, where i’ve know idea what they play, whatever the russian girls can move to i guess. or thats what my dad says.
@p0ly and whoever else said it i think kiwi. You only dont have boys i think moving to you, i think, at the young age of 16 with little experience in life but i think.. cause everyones on drugs at a rave. I rarely think much about sex when im on drugs, but whilst im drunk which is more common at clubs or partially high you think more about sex sex sex as a boy when your with a girl. But On being fully fucked up on drugs your content with the happenings on in your head and the music. No need to think about much else, just dancing..
I think clubs look great though wheni see how much cleaner and organized they are, aswell as with the artists they pull.Oh seems fair enough, but in london, theres nothing im going to uncover that will make me want to go longer than these next two years.
moonie i left my keys in south clapham and it was 2am. The babe was asleep so was my step mum, i didnt wanna wake them up so i needed keys. but yeh ok thanks.
Sinner, You’re saying to get out the party/drug/crime scene? Even though i’ve divided them up very evenly, into groups of different friends. I even have good groups of friends, TBH whatever happens i feel indifferent. So it’s OK for me to try and have fun whilst i feel like carrying on. Before i started going out, i had huge stretches of depression. Thats when i stayed at home, now i go out i feel better, never think about it… Probably not good for me, but i feel that way inclined 🙂
don’t understand first paragraph well.
what i was syaing is bullshit is only that you get sent down for petty stuff. you get sent nowhere, if you meant prison?-Why you say essex? Only been a few times, just curious..
And thats of YOUR mates, and mine. I imagine we’re all fairly similar, but there’s only some people like that so its not the reality of things. Surely?
There’s so many MORE people not like us, and even we aren’t very similar i imagine. So there’s not many of us about, but by putting this minor group together, in a huge place like london, in vast boroughs like those in london. Yot buildings become a meeting point and youth courts become a socialising arena. Community service becomes a play ground etc etc..
I remember when i went to balham youth offending for the first time, i was 13 or something and it was for minor cases of vandalism. graffiti. The amount of people in the balham youth court was ridiculous, stacked up to about 70 people. people were laughing, talking, chatting with their mates. It was just like a school break time. And because everyone in there had done a crime, you knew everyone was ‘cool’. So everyone made some new friends. I think im sort of chatting shit now, but not lies. just going on, i just think this is insane.I quote ” early 20s without a job and living a wannabe gangsta lifestyle thats when its easy to get sent down even for comparatively petty stuff.. “
Bull shit!
Maybe you don’t realise that thats the idea but my mate, is early 20’s. He’s living the gangster lifestyle, last time i saw him 3 months ago, he’d been put in a cell for the upto 24 hour period “87” times. He’s no older than 23, All these crimes have been petty- although he has been 2 feltham twice for armed robbery of a house and possesion of an amount of smack for short stretches. Other than those crimes his other crimes are very petty.. He robs cars/mopeds/motorbikes all the time, i’ve seen him nick and steal a moped and sell it for a £1 to buy two Ka’s.
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As much as he is entertaining he is despicable person and is constantly on the streets. I know he has a group of friend his ageISH all similar. Foolishly i introduced him to my new wannabe gangstar friends a while back, obviously they got along great. The older delinquents show the younger ones there tricks. So at a younger age of 16, they’re commiting bigger crimes that normally older, wilder criminals would commit to be there friends. When they’re 23, they’ll have thought up a bunch of new crazy tricks even cooler. These will be taught to the youngsters etc.
Just like how fist fights, led to knives, and have no slowly leading to guns in youths today in london.
Also yot projects appear to be useless, eg.. One of my community services, my 1st one. me and one other girl showed up out of the 13 supposed to be attending.
and @p0ly.. I can handle being my own person, i still see lots of these kids, many of them are childhood friends. I prefer to think, maybe incorrectly, but still also will continue to think, i can control myself. I don’t smoke weed, even though i used to day in day out, and yet i see those guys still. Sit in a room and still feel the urge to argue with them to get the fuck out of raynes park and do something with their lives. I still see all sorts of people, the phases of gone through as a rebelious teen 🙂 i know here i go again being self-intrigued. but yes, i hang around with them and im fine.
Just like last night, Everyone’s taking drugs, my one mate is. I didn’t. I could’ve wouldn’t of had a problem taking them, but i had the slightest feeling of no, so i decided against it. ..
😀 tthats good thought isn’t it?@p0ly message me some stuff then i must watch 🙂
considering i like parties and music it may confuse/surprise you, but when i do watch tv, i love to watch david attenborough and things that are informative! 🙂 Not so much the extremely entertaining shows- like friends. cause i realise they are entertaining whereas most ppl just say trashy.
And general lighting, i’d rather they just gave you a bash around the head sorta thing, than all this thing.
I’ve done a couple of stupid crimes mostly petty stuff. I get caught for one thing, being there when a friend stole a moped and i get 6 months community service, weekly appointments/check ups. If i were in the same ‘want’ to be bad/badman and i’d gone through this 6month period i would’ve been in a far worse off place like my friend.
I went through the 6month period made some friends at communtity service, YOT(youth offending team) as in other offenders. Whereas my mate teamed up with all the ‘bad apples’ and became worse whereas i’d only see them at yot. He now has a sufficiently large network of gang members, petty crime criminals and dealers. These children will go through this useless, UNITING process until they are older, and not be able to see another life. Especially with everything getting wrote down. Me being expelled from school when i was 8 and 12, wrote down. Me joyriding, scribbled down, me smoking weed/possession wrote down. me getting in a rubber fight wrote down recorded as defacing school property. Me putting my arm around a girl- inappropriate contact with girls in school- wrote down. Most of this happened before i was 14, and its all against my name, until i finish college. And some of the ‘larger’ things for life. All before i was 16, growing up and showing the slightest elements of boredom and childish activity. And i come from a good background, and thats following me around, and im not keen to continue. The second you get your first yot appointment, you get put with the other bad kids, and if you dont mind, let alone be keen to continue in the way, you will be dragged down. This really isn’t a good idea, i just don’t think it works-
Then again, I’m just a kid.i’ll be fine tomorrow, no doubt, but thanks.
I don’t know kevin and perry, again!
Some other show i didnt know before- i don’t really watch tv.Yeh, first time my dad did it.
my mum used to snake me all the time but i guess she had reason back then@kung fu, you left me confused and not amused.
@sinner thanks haha 🙂 just what i need, smile on my face, someone cares!I like talking about myself too much, i should write more often about other things like this.
Sorry for being so self-interested it’s a bit worrying
